waiting...

sighhh. i just want him to come out already!!! jays dad is going away for a few days the day after tomorrow, so kiddo better arrive when grandpa is still in the area. hes still moving around a bunch, and seems pretty comfortable in my belly. my carpal tunnel is still sucky, last night was particularly bad, but if thats all i have to complain about this WHOLE pregnancy, i consider myself lucky. i havent really had any real contractions yet, i dont think i have at least. ive been having some cramping and a lot of lightning crotch, but other than that nothings been going on really. oh. the other day when i went to wipe after i peed there was this really strong, goopy string of stuff coming from my vag. im assuming thats my mucus plug, even though the decription of what it SHOULD be like is nothing like what actually came out of me. I just hope he comes soon. i ont want an october baby. and i REALLY dont want to be induced either. if i go another 7 days i have an ultrasound and we're going to talk induction. :(. i want them to strip my membranes when i go this thursday, if i make it till then. but knowing the midwives, they probably wont do anything until im 41 weeks or 42 weeks. hell, they havent even given me an internal yet and im past my due date. thats one thing that annoys me. if i want to be checked, i think i have the right to know. blahhhh noah come outtttt. weve tried sex, walking, the essential oils that are supposed to make contractions strong, nipple stimulation, bouncing on the birth ball, pineapple and spicy food. ugh. idk what to do anymore. i am so pathetically bored.

im going to take a nap.

hopefully the next time i post, ill be posting about my far apart my contractions are, and hopefully thatll be it!!!