still pregnant..

so tomorrow i have another appt. i cant believe i went this long. i booked this appt 2 weeks ago thinking, i deff wont make it to that appt.. but yup.. i did. greeeeat. I HOPE i get an internal tomorrow. if i dont, ill pretty much demand it. and while shes down there, maybe she can sweep my membranes? thatd be awesommmmme. ugh. 39 wks and 4 days. tear.