anxious.

thats the one word I can deff use to describe how I feel. Im excited, bored, nervous, but most of all anxious. I just want something to do. and I cant wait to see how my labor plays out. haha. I know most people are scared and don't want to even think about their up coming labor, but I just want to see what happens. Will my water break first? will be in public if it happens? will i start to feel contractions in the middle of the night? will jay have to rush home? will my contractions come out of no where and be very strong? will i have a bloody show or at least see my mucus plug before any of this starts? will i have to be induced?? will i go past 42 weeks? will I have my other sonogram? will I HAVE TO use drugs to induce my labor? sighhh so many questions, so excited to find out the answers. haha. im going crazy, I know. I just want this to happen already!!!!!