so i had a dream that I had litle noah, and we were trying to breastfeed. the first try, he just bit my nipple and i started to bleed. then my mom was like "try to football hold" but i couldnt cause my boob wasnt cooperating, and my boppy didnt come yet (I remember being SO frustrated that i didnt have my boppy, haha). so then we tried again, and for some reason I pumped my other boob, and when I would try to breastfeed him, i would get confused and give him the bottle, or a part of the pump.. it was so strange. it was like the pump/bottles just made everything soo much more annoying.
now im thinking about not pumping or using bottles at all. i dont mind being the only person that can feed noah, and im sure jay doesnt mind either. it would just be convenient if im taking a shower, or out grocery shopping or something.
I really hope breastfeeding isnt that hard. in my dream i was sooooo frustrated.
we'll see i guess.
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