32 wk 5 d appt..

so I had the midwife Marie again, and she told me i have gained 34 lbs os far and i need to start doing someting about it. idk what to do. im not eating bad.. besides the occasional icecream, and i dont even have a lot. but, she told me to take walks, and go for swims... neither of which i want to do. we dont have a pool, and its so hot out lately, i cant even think about walking.

my upper arms are so chubby now, and my thighs, and my face. :( when noah comes, i think im going to sign up at lucille roberts or something. i know ill be tired, and sleep deprived, but i need to get back to the way i was pre-pre-pregnancy. like 115. that would be nice. i just feel so lumpy. yea, lumpy is a good word.

well, when noahs here, ill be too busy to eat a lot, and ill be getting a workout lifting him up over and over.. haha- this is me tryign to rationalize how ill lose weight after hes born. If i breastfeed ALL THE TIME maybe ill burn more calories. fat baby = skinny mommy. haha.

ok, enough of this pity party. i am beautiful and pregnant, and this is how Im supposed to get. soft and lumpy for baby.

hmph. that didnt make me feel better.

bye for now.