holy crap!!!

so some mornings i drink 2-3 full bottles of smart water with a little kool aid (cause i hate regular water) and i get this really bad pain in my stomach on the left side usually. well i figured out a few days ago, all that water is like a pressure system that builds up and i crap the hugest crap ever after i drink a lot. its pretty amazing. today was the best though. i had one full bottle and felt the stomach pain, i went to the bathroom, and I didn't even notice how much came out till i looked afterwards. holy holy holy crap. it was immense. I probably lost like 14 lbs after that haha. i know this blog is a little gross, and tmi. but i think this occurrence was significant enough for me put put in my pregnancy log book haha. but anyway.. ill be 20 weeks tomorrow!! SO excited to be half way there!! baby was jumping around and kicking down, then up and all over this morning, i think its excited too hah. i weigh 143 right now, after breakfast and 2 bottles of water... so im doing great.. right on track :D gained 11 lbs so far, and I'm half way there, so hopefully ill just double that and be 22 lbs total ;). i read online some women who leave the hospital 20lbs lighter (which makes sense sorta cause baby is 6-8 lbs and the placenta, and the amniotic fluid, and if u breastfeed, it makes u lose weight even quicker!) so I'm aiming for 20-25 lbs gained overall(even though I cant really diet, or anything, ill probably just eat healthy foods, which ive been doing all along (go me!) and exercise more and more if I start gaining too fast). my mom only gained 18 for me and my sister.. which is crazy, yet expected cause my mom has a hard time gaining weight. buttt anywayss thats it. ill do a survey tomorrow morning probably. oh wait.. I have an MS walk to do tomorrow... maybe I wont go, its supposed to be so disgusting out. I should really go to church though, I havent gone since I was about 7 weeks pregnant. :0. I know. ok bye again!