didnt mean to rant or type nearly that much about all of this stuff.. but that was on my mind.
Im going to be 36 weeks tomorrow. 36 FREAKIN WEEKS! i cant believe it. i have 4 weeks to go.. if i make it to my due date. wow. I just hope he comes after we move, after the paint and after 37 weeks so he's full term. Im so ready for him besides the just mentioned things.
were moving next weekend, hopefully, as long as everything goes on schedule and as planned. i already packed up my clothes, all the odds and ends around the house expect for the dishes, the kitchen stuff (microwave, toaster, etc). i packed up the bathroom stuff, the babies stuff (which is still accessible just in case he decides to come early) and now we just have the furniture to move and we're all set! i cant wait to have a room with a/c. and a final place set for noah to meet the world. sighhh.
so.. about being 35 ks and 5 days pregnant. everyone stares at me. everyone. i feel like they think im an alien, or as if i dont notice them staring at my belly. yes im pregnant, no i still have a month to go, no thats not a long time, yes i feel fine, yes, the summer heat sucks ass and no, i dont wish i was pregnant in the winter. that pretty much sums it all up hahah. the siscomforts ive been feeling: cant move fast. to get to one side of the bed to another takes like 30 secs haha, and its awkward trying to move. my belly is big, my legs dont bend up far anymore, and I weigh just so damn much! i get out of bed on average 2x a night to pee. not too bad. a few nights ago my back was killllling me. i think it was cause i was out and about with my mom and sister for like a week straight to escape the heat in my grandmas pool and run errands. my bacj got better once i stayed home in front of the fan and played Farmville and Bejeweled non stop haha. hmm what else. oh, ive been having random contraction feeling things. deff not Braxton Hicks anymore. I know what those are like. (they are when my belly gets hard, and my belly button area goes in deep, and the 2 sides rise up in hard masses.. fun, i know.) these are different. i think i had 2 in the past week or so. one was after i hurried my ass to the bathroom after one of jays softball games (afraid they were going to lock it up at belmont park cause it was late). it was like a contraction. thats the best way i can describe it. it was a tightness all around my belly, that hurt, a lot. i had to breathe through it and I just felt like either farting my brains out, or puking. then it went away in about a minute, and all was good. this was i think the day after my back was hurting from all the stuff with mom and gabi.. so that might have contributed to it. thats about it with the discomforts. my skin is clear, my hair is getting long (going to cut it this week.. should have actually cut it when i had the gift card to christopher jon salon, but chickened out and just got a trim..boo), i have cellulite all over my body. no really. if i squeeze the skin on my arms i have it, on my calves, my thighs (well duh) my butt, everywhere. and jay told me he saw that i got some more back fat. yayyy thanks. im really hoping what everyone is saying is true. "oh honey, your young and your going to breastfeed! the pounds will just melt right off of you!!' i hope. how about all my pregnancy weight, plus 15 lbs? that be nice. a nice 115 again. i wish.
alright i guess im done now haha.. i figure i dont have many more chances/time to write more blogs about being pregnant seeing that im almost done (!!!!!).. so a nice long update was needed.
survey in the AM with pictures, i promise.
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